Autobiography-free write

Sleepless nights a bundle of nerves. Awaiting the next big moment, the huge event looming around the corner. Emotions pull into a whirlwind of uncertainty. Where do I go? What do I do? How do I choose? Guy magnet, kid magnet, gaga-eyed over a guy or teary-eyed over a child. An overwhelming sense of loss. Loss of innocence and virtue. Loss of friends who were once dear. Loss of opportunity. New feelings of gain unwanted or not. Gain new knowledge and new friends. Gain hurtful memories and joyful ones as well. Wind in my hair and water on my skin. Dancing in the rain and being kissed in the rain. Goofing off with close friends and future boyfriends. Laughing at stupid things and enjoying life. Reminiscing about the good. Hurting over the bad. Crying on someone's shoulder. Being held while down. Holding someone else or just being and ear to listen. Eating ice cream, writing stories or poems. Drawing and phone conversations and movies.