Guilt

Betrayal, that's what it was.
Maybe not in action but in thought.
Guilty thoughts plague me.
I didn't do it!
I said no.
My conscience refuses to be soothed.
Disloyal it accuses.
Cheater it screams,
Are you trying to lose him?
Tears fill my eyes,
My vision blurs.
No! No. I cry out
Pain squeezes my heart like a vise.
The little voice in my head berates me until I can't take it.
Everything it says is true.
The tears flow freely as my guilt rips at my heart.